The Bitterness that is my Life

So I just got the apology that I have been waiting years to get. Amazing? I think so.

Why can’t boys just tell you what they think of you from the begining? It is so frustrating to think that something might happen and then it doesn’t because boys are just dumb. I just want one boy who will tell me what he honestly thinks.

I am alone. Now I don’t mean that I am alone in the room that I’m sitting in right now. (which I am) I mean that I am alone. I have no one. Literally no one. Pretty sure I’m just going to curl up into a ball and cry myself to sleep. Maybe that will get rid of all this pain.

keleleke:

someonemademe:

karldoesbenjamin:

someonemademe:

so i can honestly admit that i am a creeper. and i’m pretty good at it too. but i do it to people that i know and really it’s not even being a creeper but just being well informed about other people. the problem that i’m having is that there is a guy who is creeping on me and i am scared shitless now. like for reals. this kid just talked to me yesterday and informed me that he is now living in an apartment by himself and that he would like for me to come over. i’m feeling like this is a big no on my part. the issue comes in that this boy also knows where i work. so basically i am now afraid that he is going to come into my work where i can’t run away from him. not liking this at all. pretty sure i just never want to go to work again.

WHAT IS THIS?????? WHO IS THIS!!!!!! WE NEED TO DISCUSS THIS THOROUGHLY!!!

A LOT OF CAPS!!!

 Let’s just say this… He’s a CA from last year who graduated. Always had a gf but right now I can’t remember what her name was. Oh and he is a few years older than me and not originally from this country. I’m pretty sure you’ll know who i’m talking about now…

 I’m pretty sure I know who you’re talking about. That’s kinda weird… :O

 It is very weird…

karldoesbenjamin:

someonemademe:

so i can honestly admit that i am a creeper. and i’m pretty good at it too. but i do it to people that i know and really it’s not even being a creeper but just being well informed about other people. the problem that i’m having is that there is a guy who is creeping on me and i am scared shitless now. like for reals. this kid just talked to me yesterday and informed me that he is now living in an apartment by himself and that he would like for me to come over. i’m feeling like this is a big no on my part. the issue comes in that this boy also knows where i work. so basically i am now afraid that he is going to come into my work where i can’t run away from him. not liking this at all. pretty sure i just never want to go to work again.

WHAT IS THIS?????? WHO IS THIS!!!!!! WE NEED TO DISCUSS THIS THOROUGHLY!!!

A LOT OF CAPS!!!

 Let’s just say this… He’s a CA from last year who graduated. Always had a gf but right now I can’t remember what her name was. Oh and he is a few years older than me and not originally from this country. I’m pretty sure you’ll know who i’m talking about now…

so i can honestly admit that i am a creeper. and i’m pretty good at it too. but i do it to people that i know and really it’s not even being a creeper but just being well informed about other people. the problem that i’m having is that there is a guy who is creeping on me and i am scared shitless now. like for reals. this kid just talked to me yesterday and informed me that he is now living in an apartment by himself and that he would like for me to come over. i’m feeling like this is a big no on my part. the issue comes in that this boy also knows where i work. so basically i am now afraid that he is going to come into my work where i can’t run away from him. not liking this at all. pretty sure i just never want to go to work again.

I hate this feeling. I don’t know what to do. I am so confused and can’t help but cry about it. I really wish that i could figure out what is going on. Well I guess I’m just going to sit and pretend that everything is normal. Just like usual.